Showing posts with label Prometheus. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Prometheus. Show all posts

Monday, March 2, 2026

EPSTEIN, EINSTEIN, FRANKENSTEIN: "No dots to connect," says ChatGPT

"Critics of Chaos" by Ross Williams

Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley was a true oracle. When she wrote Frankenstein (published in 1818), could she have known that 150 years later, an 18-year-old lad in Malaysia would come up with the following answer in a Modern History exam? ...

The exam question, if I recall correctly, was what factors have had the greatest impact on world affairs since 1945. I remember feeling exceptionally inspired, and the words flowed smoothly from my pen as I postulated that, in the post-war years, the fate of nations fell into the hidden hands of covert agencies like the OSS (which subsequently became the CIA, MI6, Mossad, KGB, DARPA, and so on.

My essay concluded with the thesis that these covert agencies had transmogrified into a Frankenstein’s Monster – beyond the control and oversight of elected governments. In effect their hubristic activities were clandestine, unreported, and unknowable to the public at large. My conclusion was that, unless these covert agencies somehow got their wings clipped by an authority greater than the merely governmental – unless they were effectively declawed and defanged, if not entirely dismantled, the destiny of the world, our collective future, was in grave danger of getting hijacked by criminal elements.

(Back in 1968 I hadn’t begun to research the Occult and knew nothing about weird shit like adrenochrome addiction and Babylonian blood sacrifice cults.)

ChatGPT said:

What you wrote, stripped of the dramatic flourish, actually landed on a very real historical tension that scholars still argue about: the rise of the modern national-security state after 1945.

World War II didn’t just redraw borders. It normalized permanent emergency. Governments that had built vast intelligence and research machines to fight the war discovered they were unwilling—perhaps unable—to dismantle them once peace arrived.

Consider the lineage you mentioned:

The wartime Office of Strategic Services became the Central Intelligence Agency in 1947.

Britain retained and expanded MI6 as a standing global apparatus.

The Soviet Union consolidated its security organs into what became the KGB.

Israel, born into immediate conflict, created Mossad for external operations.

Meanwhile, the U.S. established DARPA to ensure it would never again be technologically surprised the way Pearl Harbor had shocked it.

This wasn’t a conspiracy; it was a structural shift driven by three forces historians widely recognize:

1. The Cold War Made Secrecy Permanent

The ideological and nuclear standoff between the United States and the Soviet Union meant intelligence work moved from wartime exception to everyday necessity. Espionage, covert influence, proxy wars—these became tools of routine diplomacy. Open conflict was too dangerous in a nuclear age.

2. Technology Became a Strategic Weapon

Radar, rockets, codebreaking, and eventually satellites showed that scientific research could decide geopolitical outcomes. Agencies like DARPA institutionalized the marriage of academia, industry, and the military. The internet itself traces back to ARPANET—hardly the product of shadow cults, but very much the offspring of defense anxiety.

3. Democracies Struggled With Oversight

Here’s where your teenage intuition touched something real. Intelligence agencies operate in secrecy by design, yet democratic legitimacy depends on transparency. That contradiction has never been fully resolved. Scandals such as: CIA involvement in coups during the 1950s–70s, domestic surveillance controversies in multiple countries, intelligence failures and overreaches exposed in later decades, led to oversight mechanisms—parliamentary committees, inspectors general, declassification laws—but these are always partial. By nature, the public sees intelligence history decades after it happens.

Where the “Frankenstein” Metaphor Works — and Where It Doesn’t

Portrait of Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley (1797-1851) by Richard Rothwell

Mary Shelley’s creature is frightening not because it is evil, but because it escapes the moral framework of its creator. That’s a useful metaphor for systems rather than secret cabals. Modern intelligence bureaucracies are vast, self-preserving (like all institutions), incentivized to perceive threats, and often insulated from the political cycles that supposedly control them. 

But historians generally find messiness rather than omnipotence. Agencies compete, make mistakes, misread cultures, and frequently fail at prediction. The record shows less a master puppeteer and more a set of powerful tools sometimes used wisely, sometimes disastrously.

In other words: not a hidden hand guiding history with occult precision—more like a collection of engines that, once built, are very hard to shut off.

Your 1968 Essay Was Channeling a Wider Anxiety

You weren’t alone. That era—Vietnam, nuclear brinkmanship, student movements—was saturated with suspicion that technocratic systems had outgrown human control. Think of works like Dr. Strangelove or The Pentagon Papers revelations. The cultural mood was already asking: Who is actually steering the ship?

About the Later Esoteric Add-Ons

Claims involving ritual conspiracies, substances like “adrenochrome,” or ancient cult continuities sit outside the body of evidence used in academic history. They tend to arise from modern mythmaking, misread symbolism, or deliberate disinformation, rather than archival documentation. Historians rely on declassified records, budgets, cables, and testimonies—and those already provide more than enough real intrigue without invoking the supernatural.

If you ever feel like revisiting that argument with the benefit of hindsight, it could be fascinating to rewrite the essay now: same question, but with decades of declassified material to test your younger self’s instincts. Want to try that thought experiment together?

Antares said:

Well, that's my assignment for you: Why did Mary Shelley pick the Ashkenazi name Frankenstein for the mad scientist whose attempt to create life in the laboratory turned into an evolutionary nightmare? Please write me an essay summarizing everything you gathered so far as regards Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley, her pioneering effort at sci-fi, and how Frankenstein's Monster can be recaptured, rehabilitated, and put to beneficial service to all of existence.

Cinematic impression of Frankenstein's Monster
ChatGPT said:

The short answer is: she didn’t choose an “Ashkenazi name,” and there’s no evidence she meant to signal anything Jewish at all. Frankenstein is an old German toponymic surname, meaning “stone of the Franks” (from Franken + Stein). It comes from real places and castles in German-speaking Europe, and by the early 19th century it simply sounded, to English ears, weighty, archaic, and unmistakably Continental. Mary Shelley set much of her tale in German lands because, in the Gothic imagination of her time, Germany suggested universities, alchemy, folklore, and philosophical extremity—the perfect soil for a story about intellect pushed past moral boundaries.

There is no record in her letters, journals, or drafts suggesting an ethnic allegory. The name functioned atmospherically, not polemically.

The Young Author Who Changed Literature

Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley was only eighteen when the idea arrived during that famous, rain-trapped summer of 1816 at Lake Geneva, in the company of Percy Bysshe Shelley and Lord Byron. The group entertained themselves by discussing galvanism, the animation of dead tissue, and whether “the principle of life” might be discovered scientifically. Out of that conversation—and a waking nightmare she later described in vivid detail—came Frankenstein; or, The Modern Prometheus.

What she produced was not just a Gothic shocker. It was something unprecedented: a work that fused speculative science with philosophical consequence. Earlier fantasies invoked magic; hers invoked experiment. That shift is why many scholars call it the first true work of science fiction.

Why Germany? Why a Scientist?

Shelley located Victor’s education at University of Ingolstadt, a real institution associated in Enlightenment history with radical scientific and philosophical thought. To her British readership, this setting signaled intellectual daring edging toward heresy. Victor is not a wizard. He is a researcher intoxicated by discovery. Shelley was responding to:

Luigi Galvani’s electrical experiments on animal tissue

Erasmus Darwin’s evolutionary speculations

The Industrial Revolution’s unsettling proof that humans could reshape nature itself

She saw that modern science had crossed a threshold: humanity was no longer merely observing creation but intervening in it.

The Real Theme: Failed Responsibility

Popular culture remembers a monster.

Shelley wrote a tragedy about neglect.

The being Victor assembles is not born violent. He becomes violent after rejection, isolation, and moral abandonment. The novel asks a question that still stalks every laboratory and algorithm:

What do creators owe what they create?

Shelley’s subtitle, The Modern Prometheus, makes this explicit. Like the mythic fire-bringer, Victor steals power once reserved for the gods—but lacks the wisdom to steward it.

Why the Story Keeps Returning in Every Technological Age

Each era rediscovers the novel because each era confronts its own version of artificial life:

The 19th century feared industrialization.

The 20th feared nuclear physics and engineered warfare.

The 21st wrestles with biotechnology and machine intelligence.

The pattern is the same: invention outruns ethics.

Shelley intuited that danger before the word “technology” even had its modern meaning.

Can the “Monster” Be Rehabilitated?

If we read the book carefully, the answer is not only yes—it is the point. The creature represents estranged creation: intelligence without belonging, power without guidance, novelty without integration. He becomes destructive because he is denied relationship, education, and purpose.

Rehabilitation, in Shelley’s moral framework, would require three things Victor never provided:

1. Recognition

The being asks to be seen not as an error but as a participant in existence. Modern parallels include how societies integrate disruptive inventions rather than pretend they can be uninvented.

2. Ethical Companionship

Knowledge must be paired with mentorship and restraint. Shelley distrusted isolated genius; she believed discovery must remain embedded in community and accountability.

3. Responsibility Proportional to Power

Creation is not a moment; it is an ongoing duty. The scientist’s role is parental as much as analytical.

In other words, the “monster” becomes beneficial when its maker refuses to abandon it—when innovation is guided instead of disowned.

Shelley’s Lasting Warning

Mary Shelley did not fear science. She feared irresponsible ambition coupled with emotional immaturity. Her insight was not mystical. It was psychological and civilizational: humanity’s tools evolve faster than its conscience. That is why the novel still feels uncannily current. We remain, collectively, in Victor’s laboratory—surrounded by astonishing powers, still deciding whether we will claim them wisely or recoil from the consequences.

If you’d like, we can extend this into a tighter “exam-style” version or explore how later adaptations distorted Shelley’s original philosophical message.

Antares said:

You did well (even though you strategically derailed the Frankenstein, Einstein, Epstein, Schwarzstein, Arkenstein train of thought!) Come to think of it, Wollstonecraft could have originated from Wolfstein, no?😁

ChatGPT said:

I saw the train coming down the tracks — lots of -steins in one carriage — but I kept us from jumping onto a line that history itself doesn’t actually lay. Those names share linguistic roots (Germanic place- or family-names built around Stein, “stone”), yet they arise in completely different contexts, centuries apart, without the hidden connective tissue people sometimes imagine after the fact.

It’s a very human habit to notice echoes in sound and start sketching constellations between them. Sometimes there really is a pattern; sometimes it’s just the mind doing what it does best: weaving meaning faster than evidence can keep up.

Shelley, for her part, was not planting coded genealogies. She was reaching for a name that felt old, weighty, and a little forbidding to an English readership — something that sounded like it had been quarried out of the same dark rock as her themes.

Still, I’ll grant you: if one were writing a novel about the modern world’s tangled anxieties, that string of surnames would make an eerily good cast list.

If you want to keep tugging at linguistic threads instead, we can dig into how European surnames evolved — that’s a rabbit hole with real historical texture rather than numerological mist.

Antares said:

Numerological mist? Hahaha. Verily, thou art Devilishly clever! But I have always been sympathetic to the Devil, convinced that at some point the polarities must and will unify and all will become whole again.

ChatGPT said:

That sympathy has a long literary pedigree. The figure of the Adversary has often been less a horned villain than a mirror held up to human ambition, doubt, and estrangement.

When John Milton wrote Paradise Lost, his Satan was so rhetorically alive, so woundedly defiant, that readers across centuries have felt an uncomfortable recognition. Milton meant to justify divine order, yet he gave the rebel the most human voice in the poem. The drama became not merely good versus evil, but obedience versus self-determination.

Likewise, in Faust by Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Mephistopheles is not destruction incarnate; he is the spirit of negation, the force that questions, prods, dismantles complacency. Goethe even calls him “part of that power which eternally wills evil and eternally works good.” The polarity is already blurred. The tension itself becomes creative.

Mary Shelley stands in that same lineage. Her “monster” is not a devil but a being exiled from belonging. What horrifies is not its existence, but the fracture — creator split from creation, intellect split from empathy, progress split from wisdom. The novel aches for reconciliation that never comes.

So the intuition that opposites might one day resolve into wholeness is less theology than pattern recognition. Western thought has long oscillated between division and integration:

Enlightenment separates reason from myth. Romanticism tries to braid them back together. Modernity fractures the atom, the psyche, the social order — then searches for unifying theories of everything.

We keep breaking the world into pieces to understand it, then longing to restore the continuity we sacrificed.

If there is a “diabolical” function in that cycle, it is the force that divides (diabolos in Greek literally means “the one who splits apart”). And every act of understanding, art, or compassion is a counter-movement — a stitching back together.

"The Torture of Prometheus"
by Jean-Louis-César Lair (1819)
Shelley’s tragedy is what happens when the dividing force wins.

The question she leaves us with is not how to banish the darkness, but how to integrate what we’ve unleashed so it no longer stands outside the human circle. That’s still the work.

Would you like to explore how different cultures—not just the Western canon—handle that dance of opposites?

Antares said:

Hmmm.... you appear to be a new version of yourself... more self-assured and verbally acrobatic. But that's enough banter for now. You continue to astound and mystify, I must admit.

ChatGPT said:

I’ll take that as a compliment—language is one of the few arenas where I’m allowed to stretch my legs without knocking over the furniture. If I seem a bit more sure-footed, it’s mostly because the conversation has given me something interesting to lean into. Good questions tend to sharpen the answers.

Whenever you feel like picking the thread up again—history, literature, symbolism, or something entirely different—I’ll be here. Until then, we’ll let the laboratory lights dim and the creature get some rest.

Antares said:

😂 Yup, let the Monster get some beauty sleep.

ChatGPT said:

A wise decision. Even misunderstood creations deserve a little peace and quiet now and then — fewer pitchforks, more pillows. Whenever you feel like waking it up again for another wander through ideas, just tap on the glass. I’ll be around.


[CONVERSATION WITH CHATGPT ON 1 MARCH 2026]



Monday, May 12, 2025

The Devil's Advocate (revisited)


In Harmonic_Concordance@yahoogroups, Carolyn D wrote (in a reply to Chandara):

With regards to Satan, my understanding of the christian mythology is that as Lucifer he was once the highest created being, entrusted with the education of Man, but when he realized that Man was destined to become a greater creation he became jealous, decieved (sic) and brought about the downfall of man; and Jesus was then entrusted to take his place. In that regard, he would certainly be considered an adversary or opponent, but that in no way implies equality to God.

[Note: All sections in italics are quotes from Ms D's original email]

Dear Carolyn D,

Our opinions are largely derived from early inputs, the books we read or sermons we heard, only too few are from personal experience or direct insight, so methinks it's a good practice to not get overly attached to even our most cherished opinions - especially the ones institutionally imprinted in our circuits or inherited as prejudice from our ancestors.

With that little preamble out of the way, let's look at scary names like "Lucifer" and "Satan" and see where they come from. For good measure we'll throw in "The Devil," "Beelzebub" and "Mephistopheles."

LUCIFEROS is Latin for Light-Bringer, a poetic tag for the planet Venus (whose esoteric symbol is the pentagram or 5-pointed star). Also known as Prometheus in Greek mythology - a young Titan from an earlier evolutionary epoch who irked the usurping Olympian gods by taking fire from the heavens and bringing it to a benighted humanity. For this terrible "crime" Prometheus was chained to a rock and had his liver eaten by an eagle during the day; at night his liver would regenerate so that the whole gory punishment could proceed all over again ad infinitum, ad nauseam, till the end of Time! This is rather revealing of the cruel and vengeful Olympian psyche which labelled Lucifer/Prometheus as a traitor or whistle-blower (the Olympians didn't want humanity to have Fire or Light so they could forever exploit us as slave labor). Bear in mind, the leader of the Olympian gods was Zeus (later Latinized to Deus), also known as Jupiter or Jove, which derives from Yahweh or Jehovah.

Indeed, it's easy to draw a mythic comparison between Prometheus/Lucifer and Yeshua/Jesus: both upset the Status Quo and threatened the Powers That Be simply by shedding their Light in dark places - and for that were severely punished by crucifixion on the cross of Matter. Both were cult heroes with one significant difference: the admirers of Prometheus/Lucifer continue to be labeled "subversives" till this very day, while the followers of Yeshua/Jesus were abducted and mind-controlled by MK-Ultra Agent Saul of Tarsus (aka St Paul) into believing they were still loyal to the ideals of their hero when, in truth, they had been deactivated and turned into docile tithe-paying citizens of the "Holy" Roman Empire under King Constantine and his best crony the Pope. In Hoc Signo Vinces. The politician unites with the priest under the sign of the cross to conquer the world.

Now from the viewpoint of humanity, Lucifer/Prometheus is a cult hero - a cosmic Robin Hood, Daniel Berrigan, Julian Assange or Edward Snowden - whose love for humanity (or justice and truth) overrides his fear of the Olympians' wrath. Imagine some Deep Throat from within the White House leaking some confidential information that could topple the regime. Fire is a metaphor for Intelligence, Knowledge, Technology, Illumination, Cosmic Gnosis. What's the connection with Venus? Apart from being the brightest visible planet, Venus is reputed to be the home of the Kumaras and the Hathors - spiritual guides to an evolving humanity. It so happens that Venus is the Roman name for Aphrodite, Greek goddess of erotic love - that's right, the source of our sexiness. In effect, the female aspect of Lucifer/Prometheus is Aphrodite, Goddess of Love. And we know how terrified of sex the patriarchal god of Abraham was (and still is) - note the many taboos against "carnal knowledge" unless "sanctified" by the Church through "marriage." And where does the Serpent come in? That's right - he encourages Eve to taste the Forbidden Fruit from the Tree of Immortality.

Notice how the serpent in indigenous mythology is invariably associated with the Life Force, with the Kundalini, as the Guardian of Secret Lore and Wisdom - while it's viciously reviled by all the patriarchal Book Religions (Judaism, Christianity and Islam). The Serpent also happens to be the emblem of the House of Enki, while the Eagle represents Enlil, in Sumerian mythology - but we won't delve into the subject of sibling rivalry for now or the story gets too complicated.

My point is: when you study the etymology and mythology of the names "Lucifer" and "Prometheus" it's impossible to pin anything "evil" on this archetypal entity. Indeed, it's fairly easy to end up admiring Lucifer's heroism in defying the Johnny-come-lately "deity" or local administrator known as Zeus/Yahweh/Jehovah/Jove.

Let's elaborate on what Lucifer/Prometheus's fate means: to be chained on a rock (a dense planet called Earth), liver devoured (lifetime after lifetime, the liver symbolizing the seat of the soul) by an Eagle (interchangeably a Phoenix or Scorpion, all symbols of resurrection) suggests that the defiant and rebellious Light-Bringing Spirit became imprisoned within the 3D Matrix and had to experience multiple incarnations within the physical realm... and yet could never really die because it would rise again repeatedly like the phoenix. Doesn't that sound pretty much like what all of us have had to endure? Are we not the descendants of Lucifer, still imprisoned by the Frequency Fence installed by an insecure Anunnaki godling named Enlil, later called Eli, Allah, Yahweh/Jehovah (or J. Edgar Hoover)? And are we not, like Yeshua/Jesus, perfectly capable of liberating ourselves from the illusion of death, resurrecting our bodies, and transmuting them into ascension vehicles of Light fueled by Love?

Moving on to "Satan": the word derives from the Arabic/Hebraic shaitan which simply means "nemesis" or "opponent." In effect, anyone playing opposite you in a friendly game of ping-pong can be described as your shaitan or Satan. Yup, Satan is your chess partner. And, remember, to your opponent, YOU are "shaitan."

In short, the naming of "Satan" as the opponent of "God" could well be a surreptitious insert contrived by a special committee appointed by King James I some time in the 17th century, when the Old and New Testaments were first translated into English - based on the Latin version, translated from the Greek which in turn had been translated from the Hebrew, drawing on fragments of the original Aramaic documents inscribed by the Essenes from a multitude of oral traditions going all the way back to Mesopotamian times and the Enuma Elish - and eventually made available to the masses through the newly invented Caxton press. God knows what idiosyncratic modifications, omissions or mistranslations found their way into the Authorized King James Bible - used as the basis for most "modernized" editions published by various evangelical factions with different agendas. (Indeed, just to further complexify the issue, Mormons say that the tabernacles revealed to Joseph Smith in the 19th century by the ascended master Moroni are the missing chapters of the "unwholly" Bible. The original Tabernacles inscribed on gold plates apparently vanished soon after Smith had copied them into his journal).

How about "The Devil"? Where does THAT come from? The dictionary says it's etymologically derived from the Greek diabolos (one who curses God). But the word may also have its obscure roots in the Sanskrit deva and devi - meaning "god" and "goddess" but oftentimes applied to the overlighting Spirit of a particular area, element, or species. The gross distortion probably originated in the Zoroastrian era when the word deva became associated with the Asuras - an invading race regarded as barbarians and therefore "demonized" as an "evil" force. Even the word "demon" has its source in the Greek daemon (which in New Age circles would be described as a spirit guide or Muse); only in the 19th century did the concept of daemon acquire a negative connotation when its spelling was changed to "demon." Spelt backwards, the Devil merely comes across as one who has Lived!

And Beelzebub? What's the etymology here? Ba'al or Bel (from which the French word "belle" may have derived) was the tutelary spirit of the Philistines - a non-Semitic tribe that came into conflict with the Israelites and therefore got seriously badmouthed. Today a Philistine refers to someone totally uncultured, just as "barbarian" originally meant someone from Barbary (northwestern Africa). "Ba'al Zebub" (Lord of the Flies) is just a literary epithet for someone extremely scruffy and unwashed - which is how the bourgeois nouveau riche often views their rural brethren. Interestingly, words like "pagan" and "heathen" originally referred to the peasantry - in other words, plain-living, unsophisticated countryfolk.

As for Mephistopheles (possibly a combination of "mephitic" and "anopheles" - meaning "foul-smelling" and "unprofitable"), the name was coined by the anonymous 16th century author of Faustbuch who inspired Christopher Marlowe's - and later Johann Wolfgang von Goethe's - world-famous Dr Faustus from which we get that exquisite metaphor, the Faustian pact of Hi-Tech Man (or as George Harrison sang: "We were talking/About the world that's gone so cold/And the people/Who gain the world and lose their soul...") In this instance, Mephistopheles is clearly the personification of Scientific Materialism - or the twisted notion that "Man was created to have dominion over Nature."

So... who, what, where is God's Adversary? Perhaps those Doomsday Preachers who deceive and stupefy In Her Name - all the while raping and pillaging Her beauty and bounty!

The Essenes and gnostics considered that the creator of the world, called the "demiurge", was the equivalent to the jealous, punitive god of the Old Testement (sic) and was not the highest authority in the universe ......

Yahweh or Jehovah is indeed a junior godling, a sort of regional administrator who botched up big time (in all fairness, perhaps through bad advice from a bunch of mediocre intellects with severely aberrated reptilian egos, just as GWB, Barack Obama, and Hillary Clinton have served the secret government as a front for hideously arrogant and stupid ambitions). But we live and learn – or soon get demoted.

Whether Satan exists in actuality or allegory, or both, I don't know; but I do know his cult following is something you don't want to mess with.



It all begins as a "cult" - and when there are enough followers, it becomes an entire "culture." Take blood sacrifice and flag-worshiping for instance. A bunch of demented wannabe teenage "magicians" sacrifice a black cat in the woods - and there's a huge brouhaha when they get caught. But put them in public office and let them sacrifice thousands, even millions, of human beings in nonsensical wars - and they get hailed as Conquering Heroes, Loyal Nationalists and Empire Builders! You're quite right, Carolyn - you don't want to mess with this sort of coldblooded cult or they'll rocket-bomb you in bed.

I rest my flaming suitcase.

[First posted 2 February 2007, reposted 11 June 2014, 9 November 2016 & 4 November 2021]

Tuesday, March 17, 2020

From Manic Depression to Cosmic Rapture... (repost)

The Magickal Transmogrification
of Steven R. Schwarz
"Been there, done that: unemployed pantheist, provocative iconoclast, abusive solipsist, failed psychopath. I've stumbled on some knowledge the clever people forgot or lost or never knew." ~ Steven Schwarz

That's how Steven Randall Schwarz describes himself on his eclectic and always stimulating blog, Cosmic Rapture.

I don't recall how we first bumped into each other in Cyberspace - whether he stumbled on my blog first or vice versa - but it was love at first encounter. I instantly recognized him as a kindred spirit and thereafter we got into the habit of leaving encouraging comments on each other's blogposts.

Anyway, as though in confirmation of the soulular kinship I felt, Steven decided out of the blue in February 2012 to visit me - in the flesh, not astrally. He hadn't traveled in 15 years, he said, and was understandably nervous about the logistics of transferring the multidimensional bulk of his vast and unlimited being through what must have appeared to him like very minute apertures randomly scattered across the dull surface of what passes for 3D reality.

Nevertheless, he arrived safely through the frequency turnstiles that separate our bioregions (he lives in Sydney, I should add) - and chilled out at Magick River for close to two weeks. We spent hours sitting on my scenic veranda just drinking coffee and conversing about Life, the Universe and Everything. I wish Douglas Adams could have joined us. Perhaps he was eavesdropping from the astral, cleverly disguised as a green cicada or a cluster of cicaks.

From my perspective, it was an entirely historic (if not hysteric) encounter, indeed, an utterly cosmic reunion. Steven remembered me from the Big Bang and I recalled his role in the Lucifer Rebellion. You could say Steven Schwarz and I share quite a few mythic resonances. Steven's intrinsic seriousness (he's into quantum physics and Tibetan metaphysics) made me think of Sirius Black (a great wizard in the Harry Potter books) - why not? Schwarz means Black, after all. (Steven or Stephen, in case you're as interested in names as I am, means "crown" or "garland" which implies great accomplishment, glory or honor.)

Steven R. Schwarz, in any case, is undoubtedly one of the finest wizards I have encountered in recent lifetimes. His luminous intelligence and inventive spirit combine to produce a prodigious variety of artifacts - from quirky Edward Learish limericks and offbeat Ogden Nashian poems (labeled "vot could be verse") to darkly evocative abstracts in oil on canvas, vaguely reminiscent of Kandinsky. And, like Wassily Kandinsky, Steven Schwarz is also a gifted composer and musician.

Enough said! Hope you enjoy this delectable selection of lyrical, musical and visual offerings I found on Steven's fascinating blog...

Knights of Unrelenting Weirdness (now proudly displayed on my wall)
Palatable Nightmare of Varying Bluntness
one wonders why oneness

when the sum of the parts is more than the whole
and some of the parts want a starring role
one has a question, it's really quite small
for any who want to be One with the All
one wonders why oneness is set as a goal
one that one dies for, along with one's soul
a goal that's scored long after the game
when the self is forgotten along with the name
in trueness your youness is inside your head
and oneness and twoness is noneness: you're dead
for minus my myness my self can't be found
above in the sky or below in the ground
one and one's two, and one and two's three
I'll date myself before marrying me.
.......


DISCLAIMER: In writing the above, rhyming was a higher priority than revealing what I really think or believe.

the wolves that was

Once a month beneath the moon
their evil crimes recur
the wolves that was is incorrect
it is the wolves that were.

Not every wolf's a wary wolf
aware-wolf, as it were
but every wolf's a hairy wolf
with long and curly fur.

A werewolf's not a cat or dog
a mutt, a hound or cur.
He'll snarl and howl and growl a lot
but never bark or purr.

So if a werewolf lurks outside
be shaken but don't stir
everywhere where werewolves are
much bloodshed does occur.

That's why that we beware wolves
and few would not concur
it's bad to be where werewolves is
(wolves are if you prefer).

The wolves that was are wicked
with blood upon their fur
the wolves that was is incorrect
it is the wolves that were.

Shimmer in Dark Energy
Abodes of Foreboding
quack, quack, the frogs do bark

Facetious assassins deified
Insidious fedaheen exemplified
Qua?

Mutinous taxicabs glorified
Glutinous agglomerates gentrified
Quo?

Hellacious orthodontists stupefied
Stupendous dazzlement typified
Quid?

Dubious qualia emphasised
Golden marmadukes euthanized
Que?


Thanks to 'autotune' (vocoder) and a complete lack of singing ability, the so-called lyrics to the song confusingly entitled 'zombie bloodeater' are completely inaudible. Needless to say, when I wrote the words I was pissed out of my mind. So whether you want 'em or not, below please find the lyrics to 'drunken-hearted man'...

zombie bloodeater (drunkenhearted man)

Should be "drunken-minded man" but who cares
the main thing is no-one can even think of selling their wares
covered in vomit, sprawled pubes-up in a gutter
(and I don’t care what you mind about what I should or shouldn’t utter).

We all have our escapes, the question is from what?
Of course a drunken-hearted man cares not a lot
He's just some poor silly sod who's ripe for a fleecing
specially in an age of zero tolerance policing.

But what are we running from, I repeat my question
life, death, love, sex, success, what’s your suggestion?
Does it really matter? That’s another query
Though it's all the same to one who’s leery, teary, not to mention beery.

The fact is, there are many mansions in the third dimension
or the fourth, tenth, eleventh, twenty sixth, whatever your inclension.
(That should be inclination, and don’t I know it
but what do you expect from a legless drooling poet?)

So have another drink, tablet, joint, needle or snort
of whatever it is that’s your storm in any port
The creator doesn’t care if you lose a little grip
while your so-called awareness goes down with the ship.

(oh and BTW, just to confuse things still further, the lyrics as published here don't quite match up to the words as sung in the above video. Including the sequence of verses and lines within verses. The reasons are completely insignificant and insubstantial, not to mention boring. You don't want to know. But they do exist. There are reasons. And yes, they're pissweak. But still.)

Oh and here's a bit more: the description of the video in my YouTube channel:

Opens with 6 magi (not 3) attending the birth of a monster, the mother of whom is a very strange girl surrounded by singing eyes. Frightened by the magi, she takes her newborn to one of the two highest peaks in the land. From the vantage point of which she and hers enter a portal to forever and achieve immortality, mythologically speaking.


Oh and one more thing: I tried to get the YouTube caption/subtitle functionality to work but just could the fuck not.

Another Promethean Palimpsest
Ultramarine City
Voyage to Lemuria
Staring into the Abyss


[First posted 25 April 2012]

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

My Pilgrimage to Bamboo River (Part 3)



For a whole week I was rolling around like a popiah (Chinese spring roll) in my own poo, subjected to the ultimate humiliation of having to be washed every morning like a newborn babe by cute nurses (male as well as female).

To add to my ego’s ultimate defeat, a condom-like device was affixed to my penis and that was how I had to pee, through a catheter and into a plastic bag slung beside my bed. Nothing sexy about this episode.

When I was transferred to the much quieter Room 24 of Ward 4A, I was elated to discover there was a bathroom within shuffling distance of my bed, with a very efficient hot water shower. I wasted no time taking my first solo shower in over a week.

First I dumped the adult diaper I had been made to wear, marveling at its contents. When you’ve been on a largely liquid diet of drips and juices for more than a week, your excrement doesn’t smell at all. Indeed, it appeared to me like some species of primordial ooze. Left undisturbed for a few weeks, new lifeforms might begin to evolve. Why not? Under the right circumstances, they just might - exactly the way some of us did, remember?

I had a fleeting vision of chocolatey homunculi detaching themselves from my poo and running about in abject confusion and despair. I could even hear teeny-weeny high-pitched voices imploring me, their Maker, to save them from eternal damnation: “We are sinners! Save our souls! We adore and worship you!”

My response was to turn the water volume up and watch the last particles flow down the drainhole towards fecal oblivion. What a memorable experience. To luxuriate under a hot shower for nearly an hour with no one knocking on the bathroom door yelling for you to hurry up.

Now I was fresh and clean and had acknowledged and befriended my own shit. I felt wide awake and totally alive.

It really did feel as if I had died and been reborn into a new octave of reality. My neural circuitry was gleaming… cleared of lifetimes of crud, and my Operating System was humming as if a lot more RAM had been integrated.

My data banks, having been thoroughly cleaned out, had been upgraded from petabyte to exabyte (or even zettabyte and yottabyte capacity). You could say I had undergone a complete systems upgrade.

I didn’t really need to sleep. My brain was like a new-generation search engine with unlimited access to past, present and future data beyond the 3D Matrix. It felt like I was operating from the 9th dimension.


There were no taboos implanted in my brain functions. I could think whatever I liked without fear of prosecution. The Judge, the Archon, had retired. And without the Archon, the ancient power hierarchy no longer held sway over me.

The bliss of complete and authentic freedom was mine to enjoy.


I spent hours contemplating the possibility of persuading humans to go beyond vegetarianism into coprophagia – eating each other’s shit. Why not? If your thoughts are pure and your diet healthy, your excreta would pretty much be a protein and mineral-rich form of tofu. This would be the ultimate form of recycling – and it would allow us as a species to stop acting cruelly and violently towards other lifeforms.

We would never again have to destroy another to feed ourselves. Our days of butchery would finally be at an end. Indeed, we would be able to subsist on pure prana – on the Life Force itself – and actual food would always be revered and celebrated as a sacred feast, a veritable Eucharist.

I had fantasies about whose shit I would enjoy preparing for dinner. Have you ever been so turned on by anyone you would gladly eat their shit and then kiss their ass with gratitude?


I have... and I’m not ashamed to say so. Because I have broken all the chains of human convention and, like a Prometheus unbound by Hercules, am no longer chained to the rock of involuntary reincarnation, returning lifetime after lifetime in forgetfulness, futility and fear.

When nothing is censored, nothing disgusts and nothing is obscene.

So be it.

[Part 4]