Camel or rope, still can't squeeze through! (revisited)

"And again I say to you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God." ~ Matthew 19:24

This well-known quote from the New Testament attributed to the apostle Matthew has been the subject of endless debate over the centuries. Some scholars say that the Master Yeshua (called "Jesus" by modern-day Christians) wasn't referring to a camel but to a rope. One bible study site I stumbled upon while researching this subject has this to say:

Jesus and all the Jews spoke a language called Aramaic, and the word gamla meant either a camel or a large rope, just as we have words which are spelled the same, but have different meanings. And some of the earlier translators or copyists must have taken the wrong meaning here. For no one would ever talk about a camel going through a needle's eye. But every Jewish house had several large ropes, that were used to tie bundles on the backs of men and animals.

Even in Greek the camel-rope confusion persists. The Greek word for "thick rope" is kamilos; and "camel" is kamelos. But in wasting so much breath arguing about whether the Master meant "rope" or "camel" many theologians have completely missed the point.

And the point is the Eye of the Needle. Graphically, you can visualize it as a very narrow aperture that the thread absolutely has to squeeze through if you want to do any sewing with it.

I prefer to use "more scientific" terminology by calling it the Frequency Scanner. What, you may ask, is a "frequency scanner"? The secular definition is what radio buffs would be familiar with and it has to do with identifying the source of radio transmissions by means of a vast database of terrestrial radiowave frequencies.

As I'm not a radio buff I generally go with the "spiritual" definition wherein the Frequency Scanner is what measures an individual's auric purity and molecular integrity. All of us are born with hardwired frequency scanners which we may not necessarily be aware of. Those who unconsciously use their frequency scanners to suss other people might call it "intuition" or "instinct" or "following their gut feelings."


The Eye of the Needle, therefore, is a powerful metaphor for the perfectly natural process of self-selection whereby each soul determines its own onward evolution - or otherwise. Each of us must gather all the different threads of our genetic memories and converge them into a single point, in order to penetrate the most modest of apertures - the vulva of a vestal virgin, who represents the call of the Mother of all Goddesses, to return to our divine origins in her cosmic womb and be reborn anew.

I view the soul's pilgrimage through the fields of density and complexity as the method by which the Atman (Divine Self) gathers experiential data and then rearranges it to generate coherent patterns, which often take the forms of sacred geometry. If you imagine each life as a colored thread warping and woofing through the tapestry of eternity, it's almost inevitable that you will eventually begin to perceive the grand mandala of Life Itself and experience a glorious eureka moment.


Was the Master Yeshua a closet socialist? Why such a pronounced prejudice against rich folks? When he is quoted as saying there's no way a rich man can gain entry into "the kingdom of God" - does he mean this literally? Or was it just a bad hair day for Jesus that yielded this particular injunction?

My sons-in-law are all fairly rich guys. And I consider them decent and goodhearted souls. The only essential difference between us is that they are almost entirely focused on building their businesses and ensuring their families enjoy the very best that life can offer - while I'm almost entirely focused on freeing myself from any form of busyness.

Having spent more than 50 years researching what some may call the esoteric realm, I consider myself fairly well informed about the funky stuff that goes on within the Inner Planes. However, when it comes to subjects like sports or the stock market, my understanding of these worldly matters borders on the imbecilic.

So, from my personal perspective, what the Master Yeshua actually meant by his provocative statement was simply this: those who get overly caught up in external reality will find it a lot harder to attune to their own inner voice. If all one ever hears is the loud chattering of the marketplace, sportscasters and airheaded radio DJs, it's quite unlikely that one will ever acquire the necessary neural acumen to break free of the artificial holographic matrix wherein our anthropocentric games of buy-and-sell and win-or-lose are being played out.

No matter how much money you may have stashed away in some offshore account, you will still end up shitting your pants when you wake up one morning to discover that Wall Street no longer exists. The Jewish brokers made off with all your cash while you were fast asleep. What those silly scammers intend to do with all their worthless currency notes not even God knows.

They could use their $50 bills for rolling tobacco, just to remind themselves that they were once loyal subjects of Rex Mundi. Or they could pile up all the currency notes and make the most extravagant bonfire in history. Or wipe their bottoms with $10 bills just to prove they are no longer obsessed with "the bottom line."


In any case, you can rest assured that money distilled from the blood, sweat and tears of countless generations of semi-conscious and mentally enslaved humans will not be accepted as legal - or illegal - tender in the kingdom of God (I prefer to use the term "heaven").

All the fang-and-claw scenarios of dog-eat-dog politicians... the feeding frenzy of cocaine-crazed remisiers... the hustle and push of insurance and snake oil salesmen... the wheelers and the dealers... prime movers and shakers... the cigar-chomping moguls and ghoulish martini-swilling financiers behind the glitter and glamor of Hollywood, Bollywood and Follywood... I'm not letting them into heaven, no way!

Not unless they clear their emotional garbage and get their auric fields clear and fragrant.

God's love is both unconditional and conditional.

(If you happen to be a fan of Richard Dawkins and don't believe in God, that's fine. I don't need you to believe in me to be whatever and whoever I am, because the only God I accept as authentic is the one I see in the mirror, and in every pair of eyes looking back at me. In any case, God is actually an atheist, like Professor Dawkins.)

"Unconditional" - in the sense that even the ones who end up in a hell of their own making are still cherished and valued as souls and will always be offered another opportunity to clean up their acts and get out of their ruts.

"Conditional" - in the sense that if you misunderstand what Mastery is all about and go about enslaving and exploiting a whole lot of other lifeforms - human and more-than-human - because you erroneously believe that's what Masters do, then you've pretty much flunked this evolutionary semester.

Or if you vehemently deny that you've just shit your pants - when everyone else in the room is holding their noses and glaring at you and pointing to that gooey brown liquid oozing from your trouser leg and onto the plush carpet - well, then I suppose we shall just have to label you another "Hisham" or "Najib" and frogmarch you to the sanitization facility where, after a thorough cleansing, you'll be given all the emotional therapy you need to qualify for rebirth as a protozoon.

And it won't cost you a penny, don't worry.

Carl Jung was fond of recounting an old ecclesiastical joke that goes like this:

Student: There were men in the olden days who saw the face of God. Why don't they see it any more?

Rabbi: Because nowadays no one can stoop so low.

[First posted 4 December 2009 & reposted 9 December 2013, 2 November 2015 & 9 Marc h 2018]

An Email from AnaMata RaMuAn, Great Lady Mother, Prime Creator Source

Subject: From: AnaMata RaMuAn Great Lady Mother Prime Creator Source

Date: Fri, 5 Dec 2003 21:08:51 -0500 (Eastern Standard Time)

From: "Mrs. Suzanne Onaxis" <mrs_onaxis@hemc.net>

To: <Antares@magickriver.com>

 

 

Beloved

An-Ta-Res, 

I am here upon the body of

The Magdalene, 

beautiful and gracious Mrs. Onaxis, 

specifically because I want to take the time to address you here,

personally,

and privately.

 

And so you may consider that I am granting you

SPECIAL DISPENSATION

from, in fact and indeed,

that which

I AM THAT I AM,

Great Lady Mother.

You have done well,

Great Master,

to have sent along to me the picture that was formulated of you

upon that which is called the rock of the great monkey,

who is a friend of mine, great King indeed,

and in fact,

I am aware of all of your profound and mighty

Councils

that are so present with you there

at the hem of the garment of cascading water,

whose faces and whose countenance

are so abundant

as they surround you with the beautiful and enduring presence,

ancient of days indeed,

of their championship and guardianship of you,

and your sweet body.

 

And, of course,

in my message to you here,

I send along to your mighty Councils my fondest of high regard as well.

And so state I unto you here,

Be Ye Not Afraid,

for you are not alone.

 

For those who walk with you,

yea, verily indeed, all around you,

are mighty indeed,

 

and, as it is,

that you hold my boy and my woman here,

Mr. and Mrs. Onaxis,

yea, verily indeed,

Yeshu and Magdalena

in the highest of high regard,

then,

according to your sweet and simple sincerity

and the purity of your great heart,

so it is,

that you have earned my high regard as well.

And, I assure you,

Great Master,

as you may remember,

I do not grant my high regard "lightly".

 

At the same time,

as it is that you have so called upon me to bless your beloved friends,

so it is,

that grant I my unto forever blessing upon Heiko and Selina,

for they are sweet, and generous indeed.

 

And, grant I my blessing unto them,

not only because they have earned it in their own right,

but most particularly,

at your call.

 

It is time for you now,

Great Master,

to descend the stair

after the achievement of such exalted heights,

to incarnate fully upon the sweet body

that has all along the way held you,

Great Master,

quite steady

in your pursuit of higher wisdoms,

in order

that I might

ME.ET

you here now,

Dweller Upon The Threshold,

to encourage you, and to tell you,

that it is quite SAFE

and most conclusively

TIME

in your process of ASCENSION,

to DESCEND

quite fully

upon the sweet body that is here

in the beautiful Garden of Earth Heart

in order that you may,

upon your incarnation

simply walk,

not only as A Great Master,

but as A Great Man.

 

And when it is that you do,

so it is,

that your unto forever mate will also know that

THE TIME IS AT HAND,

and that it is

QUITE SAFE TO INCARNATE FULLY HERE IN A BEAUTIFUL BODY AS WELL,

in order,

that the two of you, that are unto forever

One,

may so make your passage

through that

Garden Gate,

that I quite assure you,

is

A GUARDED GATE

as well,

in order,

that your process of

ASCENSION

through the paradox of descent unto

FORM

itself,

may be accomplished.

 

And therefore,

Be Ye Not Lonely Ever Again.

 

So Be It.

Love I you greatly indeed.

And as it is,

that you have "blessed" our simple house here,

with your fond regard,

requiring nothing,

but willing to give everything, from the well of your deep Heart,

so it is,

that place I my blessings upon you,

quite magnified indeed,

in order,

that the Desire of your Sweet Heart,

would so manifest in many ways

that perhaps will be surprising for you,

but of course, quite timely,

and in perfect measure.

 

Unto what is called "the water of your grief"

so is it "crossed over"

unto

The Passion of The Fire of Absolute Joy.

 

Unto what is called "the fire of your rage"

so is it "crossed over"

unto

"The Living Water"

of the Golden Elixir

of

Immortality

itself,

 

Unto what is called The Clay,

yea, verily indeed,

The Earth of your magnificent Body,

so it is,

That The Vessel

has been made ready,

and

The New Wine so Now Comes Forth

quite nature-ally indeed,

Breathe, Breathe, Breathe,

 

Great Master,

Shaman Man,

Who is also a "shy" man, and a very Great Man

indeed.

 

And so

Breathe The Breath of Life,

Great Shaman

unto and through your beautiful Body there,

and I will send you

A Great Wind,

to blow all of your grief away.

 

And, when feel you

That Great Wind, In Your Hair,

Know

that

Love I you greatly indeed,

and send I you my profound

GRATITUDE

upon the very breath of the wind itself, 

that as you

BREATHE

you will clear the air,

and simply blow away the tattered garment of false humility,

that you no longer require to accommodate you as a great cloak,

for your moments of standing in the wings

are concluded.

 

And so grant I unto you

Great Master

your wings once again,

Sweet Butterfly, and Mighty Eagle,

in order that,

as you become completely grounded in the Form that is your sweet Body,

so it is,

that your wings unfurl, 

and your brain,

and the sweet mirroring of the hemispheres therein,

so opens to receive all of the

WISDOM

that is contained within your Soul,

through the portal of your Immaculate Heart,

to ignite The Violet Flame

that resides therein,

to implement The Golden Understanding

that is the very thread of

THE GOLDEN THREAD GENETIC

itself,

and unto the reading of my words,

so is activ8ted,

and so shall come forth within you,

the

PURITY

of the river of true humility itself,

that it is your simple and honorable

HUMAN GREATNESS

that has allowed for that river to flow once again,

in utter and abject

PURITY.

 

And unto the weeping of the great tears

of true and real

HUMILITY,

so it is

that both the dam and the damning is so

BROKEN and Forever Removed

to allow the

DESCENT

of your own true, individual

GREATNESS

to come upon you,

once again.

 

And as it does,

so it is

that your blessed and beloved

BODY

will come upon a great

SHOUT,

that no power, nor no principality,

has the capacity to restrain.

 

And upon the shouting of that great

SHOUT,

so shall it be that

GREAT LAUGHTER

will come upon the

BODY.

 

And in the presence of that

LAUGHTER,

so are all the portals,

where distortion has ever entered therein

in these holographic fields of reality,

be

SEALED UNTO FOREVER,

so that you are,

in fact and indeed

GREAT MASTER,

and Beloved and

GREAT MAN,

The incarnation of

PURITY

itself.

So Be It.

I am that I am

AnaMata RaMuAn

Great Lady Mother

Original Feminine Principle

First Cause

Prime Creator Source

The House of Ram

                                           

                                           

                                           

 

 

 

 

PENDRAGON'S RETURN & MICHAEL'S DREAM (revisited)

In 1999 or thereabouts, via the internet, I became aware of a wonderful soul named Michael who felt very much like an old friend. I discovered many similarities between us and we developed an etheric bond over the years. As a young man Michael had seen service with the British army in Malaya soon after the Japanese Occupation (he's now in his late seventies or early eighties and still sprightly as a wizard). Back in England Michael ran an actor's studio training actors for the camera and came close to being cast as Jesus (or was it Moses?) in a Dino de Laurentiis epic.

Later Michael became an author and wrote several books set in Avalon and Camelot about the secret life of Arthur Pendragon. He also co-authored a book with Princess Diana - after she was killed in a mystery-shrouded "accident" in Paris. Yes, my friend Michael is also a channel, spiritualist and a lifelong student of the esoteric.

Michael often mentioned a very close friend of his named Peter, an ally from many lifetimes. I suspected that I had inadvertently made contact with members of a modern-day circle of Archdruids and Atlantean magicians. My suspicions were confirmed when Michael sent me a photo of Peter looking like The Merlin.

Since early childhood, I have been fascinated by the Pendragon bloodline, of which Arthur - "The Once and Future King" - was the last known manifestation. Aficionados of Arthurian legend formed the Pendragon Society in 1959. Among their pet beliefs is that the Pendragon lineage is an extension of the Grail bloodline issuing from the sacred union of Yeshua and the Magdalene. Pendragonians do not accept the Windsors as the rightful rulers of Britain. Indeed, they point out that the Windsor family originated from the vampiric Saxe-Coburg-Gotha bloodline and must be regarded as usurpers. Just as in Christian mythology, Pendragonians anticipate the Return of the Pendragon at the close of this chapter of human evolution.

The Pendragon's return will be heralded by the reappearance of The Merlin - in Druidism the title given to the Supreme Bard.

This belief resonates well with me, for I too believe that all reigning monarchies on this planet are descended from the Anunnaki colonists who manufactured Homo sapiens specifically to perform menial tasks and mine for gold.

In effect, the present power hierarchy may be described as "the spawn of lesser gods." As such, they do not have any authority or jurisdiction over any lifeform indigenous to Planet Earth. The only way they are able to maintain their misrule is through force of arms and systematic mind control. In other words, their only hold on humanity is through skilful manipulation of our hardwired fear and guilt programs. Unsubscribe from their spin and their deathgrip on your imagination immediately loosens. You will no longer be trapped in their apocalyptic hell-on-earth scenarios.

With this little preamble out of the way, let me share with you a dream my dear friend Michael jotted down very recently...

MICHAEL'S DREAM

I am sitting on a shelf of rock, overlooking a vast plain, when I hear someone approaching. He is about fourteen – but don’t let that fool you, I think to myself.

"Hi," he says, and hunkers down beside me.

I wait for him to speak, and eventually he does so: "I have been asked to give you some news," he says, gazing out over the plain. "The day you have been longing for, working for, all your life – and many previous lifetimes – is almost here."

"Alle-bloody-luiah!" springs to mind – and that’s the cleaned up version – but I don’t say it out loud. "That’s very good news," I reply. "But we’ve been hearing that for at least thirty years – and still nothing has happened." I immediately regret my churlishness, but the lad just smiles.


"Sorry, but I don’t live in your time frame," he replies. "Thirty, even a hundred Earth years are but a moment where I come from."

"And where do you come from?" I ask.

"I work in the IP centre." He senses that I’m about to ask him what the 'IP centre’ is, and forestalls me: "Incoming Prayer centre. All human prayers are downloaded onto a central computer, and my department is responsible for organizing them into topics and degrees of relevance and urgency – taking into account the hundreds of different languages in which they are transmitted, and the many degrees of precision of thought and visualization with which they have been expressed.

"The prayer that now outnumbers almost all the others put together is:

'HELP!'

"During the last few years – in your time – critical mass has been reached, so this simple, one-word prayer, which is often spoken aloud, or whispered, or uttered silently, but is far more often sent subconsciously - even by those who don’t believe in prayer! - has earned the rare and almost unprecedented status of 'a prayer from all mankind’.

"Such a prayer merits a response – and the response is on its way."

This news restores my good humour – and my good manners – somewhat. "Alleluiah,”I say with a smile.

The lad gets to his feet. "Tell your friends and fellow workers that D Day is now very close."

"'D Day'?" I enquire.

"You tell me," says the news-bearer. "You who have spent so many years searching, identifying, defining and refining precisely what is required."

I get to my feet. "Deliverance Day."

The boy nods. "Deliverance Day." He lifts a hand in an informal salute and goes on his way.

I wake up, and reach for pencil and paper.

[First posted 8 March 2009, reposted 12 March 2016] 

In Search of the Historical Jesus ~ 49-minute BBC documentary

[First posted 2 January 2014]

YESHU SPEAKS AGAIN

And, so be it, my beloved children,

yea, verily, say I unto you, each of you, everyone of you, each body, every person,

all peoples,

Love I you greatly indeed,

and in you I am so pleased that you have come upon, at long last,

the true sense of your own worthiness as an individual

that you have begun to value yourself, and the beauty, and the difference,

and even the majesty of your own individuality, for it is your individuality that makes you royal, whether you have money or not, for your difference is precious, and your individual individuality is the integrity of the beauty and the immortality of your very soul, for there are no two souls alike, even as there are no two snowflakes alike, yea, not a flower, not a bee, not a blessed bird, not even a tree,

for every thing that exists, exists on the template of its individuality, and therefore,

there is only one,

only one, only one, and you are that one, and every-one is that one, and everyBODY is only one,

only one,

that is what individuality is all about, and that is your uniqueness,

in that you even exist at all.

And because you exist in your uniqueness that perhaps you've forgotten to celebrate, or perhaps even notice, well notice it now, you are unique, even if you are a twin, or a triplet, and any number thereof,

If you are real, and not a clone, then there is only one of you, that is already unto forever,

and in that, you are of ULTIMATE VALUE, because of your difference, and in the light of your own individual individuality, and of your own choices as to how you dress, and how you express yourself,

but always respect yourself,

for you deserve respect,

and when you truly respect yourself

(and that just means that you love being the individual that you are),

that is self respect, and that self I assure you is already

"without end"

and you must have that self that is you that is individual that is now as you read my words,

Congratulations!

It's a two-sided equation:

You 've got to have A Self that YOU can LOVE without end, so that you can match The Love that is flowing to you "Love Without End" indeed, so that you can connect your own heart once again,

first to yourself, so that you can

LOVE YOURSELF BEYOND ALL OF YOUR PREVIOUS LIMITS

AND DOGMAS, AND CREEDS, AND PHILOSOPHIES,

and, then, trust yourself to give yourself what you want as well as what you need,

and in that, so will your heart open, and so will your love expand, "Love Without End" indeed.

In the expansion of your love as you learn once again to express your love to yourself

as one of the many forms of your own self expression,

then your love will begin to flow once again within the circuitry that you have reconnected

by just simply loving yourself more and more every day,

and loving how you express yourself

that is unlike any other self expression,

and as you do that you will grow strong,

both in your body and in your psychology,

and in your own self perception,

once again clear that you can see beyond your own shadows to see,

quite literally see,

the true jewel that you are,

ONE OF A KIND,

and therein, priceless,

and then you won't let yourself be bought or sold on the market place of seducers,

ever again,

for really there are no seducers, because EVERYBODY IS LIFE ITSELF,

and that is THE WHOLE PICTURE,

and that is the biggest picture there has ever been or ever will be.

And yep, you bet God is real,

just as real as Love,

but some people have gone beyond that conceptual name to realize

that there really is a vast and perhaps even un-nameable primordial, and prime,

and primary, and primal, and pure absolute intelligence from which we all are made

...and who cares about names?

Many times, as one of my old teachers once said to me,

"Names are often but fools' tags."

And isn't that the truth,

for when you can realize that you are already bigger than any name

you could ever give yourself because you too are made of that vast primal and primordial, prime, pure, and primary intelligence, then you'll get the cosmic joke and really start to Laugh,

and you'll realize that all of the teachings have been real all along the way,

although many times different,

and even "seemingly" in opposition to one or the other, or even one unto the other,

but, teachings, and teachers, and husbands and wives, and sweet partners, and lovers,

and beloved precious innocent children, and their dads, and their moms, and their uncles and aunts,

and wonderful little Jewish girls, and all girls and all boys too,

regardless of their race, or color or creed,

indeed,

LIFE ITSELF,

every person, everyBODY

quite simply is

A MEMBER OF THE FAMILY OF LIFE ITSELF

ONE OF A KIND

YOU, JUST LIKE YOU ARE, AND JUST LIKE YOU WILL BECOME IN EVERY MOMENT

AND JUST LIKE YOU HAVE ALWAYS, AND IN ALL OF YOUR WAYS EVER BEEN OR EVER WILL BE,

and when you remember that,

you will remember that

YOU ARE ALREADY WITHOUT END,

and therein,

LOVE THYSELF UNTO LIFE INDEED!

FOR

You are Life

and

You are The Way,

and

You are your own Truth in every moment you live and breathe,

so trust yourself, and be your own authority in your life,

and just being responsible for your self begins the process of taking back all of the authority you gave away anywhere along the way to anyone or to any belief system or to any dogma or to any creed, so relax,

and just start to be in a very simple way completely responsible to and for yourself as a single

and as a simple individual, and let that start with how you dress yourself, and how you look, but not for anyone other than the joy of your own heart and individual self expression, and then everyone will love you,

and you will realize that if they don't, it's just because they haven't learned to love themselves

as an individual as much as you have, quite yet, and then you can forgive them for their misunderstanding of you, and judge them not, even when they judge you,

because now

YOU KNOW

and what you know is yourself, and

THE LOVE OF SELF,

which is not greedy, but all encompassing, and which is never in lack,

but all encompassing, and that you are most completely innocent already, and not guilty,

and never will be guilty, for original sin is the greatest of all lies,

and we won't go into that now, who cares,

however,

YOU ARE INNOCENT and NOT GUILTY

and "judgment day....has done come and gone HONEY!"

because "the new wine" is a sweet new wine, and not distilled from old sour grapes,

Templar Knights, or anyone else's sour grapes.

As I said,

YOU, each of you as an individual IS LIFE ITSELF,

expressing yourself as Life in the little picture as a simple and single individual human being,

AND THAT'S JUST GREAT!

As a matter of fact....that is YOUR GREATNESS!.....YOUR DIFFERENCE IS YOUR GREATNESS;

your greatness is not based on ancient knowledge, or even ancient-of-days knowledge,

YOUR GREATNESS ALREADY EXISTS

before all of your seeking, and beyond all of your seeking,

and is always, and in all ways and in every way with you, even now, as you!

Sweet, Sweet, Love,

Oh, has it come, has it come, likened unto A Dove,

or has it come, likened unto a great Eagle indeed, or perhaps even a sweet Doe,

perhaps it has come with a bird or a bee, perhaps it comes in the leaf of every tree,

for when existence loves itself unto Life once again, so will the leaves of every tree

so speak unto thee once again, Love I you greatly indeed, and shade I thee from the sun

upon a hot day, and feed thee with the nuts that fall upon the sweet and hallowed ground,

and Love prevails, and it breaks all of the spells of comparison, and of too much greed and holiness, and it breaks most of all the spell of your "negative self-judgment" that your mind has convinced yourself is real and true, but you know the mind, sometimes, it just makes things up that aren't true...

so, listen to your mind, but trust your heart

and your own divine worthiness to exist at all as an individual

THE INDIVIDUAL THAT YOU ARE THIS VERY MOMENT,

and then, you are truly free, to love yourself, and to be the best you that you can be for yourself,

first and foremost, then everyone you meet anywhere along the way will see in you that it really is ok, and possible, and you won't get punished for just loving yourself without end,

in a responsible way,

and in a real way, and in a sincere way,

so that when you shop, you really shop for beauty, the beauty that will show the individual beauty that you are, woman or man, or anyBODY in-between that would so always attune to "bringing forth the beauty, and the handsome-ness, and the individual difference in beauty"

and then, it begins to happen, and every person, and every individual begins to bloom like beautiful and individual flowers, no two ever alike, and then, The Great Garden begins to be filled with beautiful individual human beings who love themselves/yourselves,

and who trust themselves/yourselves in the love of themselves/yourselves,

and trusting themselves/yourselves as individuals to be their/your own path,

and their/your own way,

and to move in goodness, for a sweet change, and in sweetness for a good change,

and then, simply step off the old and ancient wheel of all those bi-polar swings of polarity

right into the middle way, and the middle path

which is simply

YOUR OWN HEART

and when you really begin to

LISTEN TO YOUR OWN HEART AS AN INDIVIDUAL

then your heart will tell you the truth:

YOU ARE INNOCENT AND YOU ARE NOT GUILTY.

YOU ARE WORTHY OF BEING LOVED, AND YOU ARE BEING LOVED IN THAT THESE WORDS

COULD BE WRITTEN AT ALL,

and

YOU ARE WORTHY OF LOVING YOURSELF.

THE OLD TEACHINGS OF SELF DENIAL ARE A LIE.

THEY HAVE KEPT YOU AT WAR AND IN TOO MANY CYCLES OF NEGATIVE SELF JUDGMENT,

for far too long already.

So

kick up your sweet heels, and realize that it really is OK, and even Of The Essence,

and therefore, Essential for you to love yourself as an individual in every expression of yourself,

and every time you express yourself, so that you measure up to your own standards that you set for yourself, and always know that no one could set standards for you, because after all, they aren't you,

so, each BODY is individual, even as each SOUL is individual, and even though you are all "spirit"

and "consciousness" and even great and vast "consciousness" vast intelligence itself,

well,

It's OK to love yourself without end, and in that, read all the books that are about goodness,

and kindness, and giving, and forgiving, for every person is a real "teacher" and what they have to teach, and what you have to teach anyone in their/your presence is what they/you know

as "an individual human body, and human being"

simply by being themselves/yourselves,

so everyBODY contains different wisdom, of course, because everyBODY

has a slightly different experience all along the way in one's own individual life,

SO EVERY BODY IS A TEACHER,

AND EVERY ONE TOO!

ONE TOO!.....sounds like a dance step doesn't it,

AND IT'S THE DANCE OF LIFE ITSELF,

so,

LOVE YOURSELF,

FOR YOU ARE LIFE, AND IN LOVING YOURSELF AS AN INDIVIDUAL SO WILL YOU COME UNTO GREATER LIFE, AND AS YOU COME UNTO GREATER LIFE,

SO WILL YOU LOVE LIFE IN A GREATER WAY,

simply by starting to love yourself in a greater way than you have ever done before,

and remember that your very greatness is as simple as your individuality and your unique difference,

and then, every door will open for you,

and you will open doors, quite naturally for each other, and particularly for my dear old folks

who sometimes need a helping hand with their groceries, but don't frighten them,

just love them,

for

The Old Folks,

they are the last who hold the living wisdom of the days when sweetness, and goodness,

and trust were just natural,

so ask them to tell you their stories,

for

LOVING YOURSELF WITHOUT END,

means loving the old folks, for some of you are old folks, even now as you read,

You GO! Old Folks!

You Rock!

Love I you greatly indeed,

and all of these youngsters who are reading my words,

are having a good laugh now, just like you, because they are catching up now on old times,

by listening to your stories, as their hearts open to you, and your hearts open to them,

and the young and the old stand side by side,

in the sweetness of maturity, and old age, and even adolescence,

all coming together as a matter of heart, in sweet and dear families, all over the world,

just in the natural simplicity of good families, and even bad families

that

JUST LOVE ONE ANOTHER.

And then, it becomes so easy to see that every family, and every family line,

across all cultures, and beyond any culture, for all cultures are all inclusive of family,

and that all families are members of the larger cosmic, and even infinite family,

THE FAMILY OF LIFE ITSELF,

of which you are infinitely small, and infinitely large, at the same time

in that you exist or ever have, and I quite assure you, will continue to exist as yourself

unto forever, and that's just how valuable every single person really is,

I'm just reminding you to

REMEMBER

that,

and set yourself free from the realities that you have created and co-created in the pain, and in the anguish of not loving your own individuality, and step through the door of your own heart

into the next dimensional experience of

LOVING YOURSELF INTO LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY.

That is a 4th dimensional understanding,

and remember that the heart is number 4,

either going up, or coming down, in your chakras,

Green, Green, Evergreen,

and that number 4 is a great door,

going up or coming down,

as you come into yourself, and your core once again,

INTO YOUR OWN HEART,

and you will celebrate once again that you LIVE, and that you are LIFE

and you will sing once again, the song of thine own true heart,

and that sweet song will be the self expression of thyself, unto thyself, for thyself,

in every moment, and then,

simply and naturally

LOVE HAS ALEADY PREVAILED,

LOVE WITHOUT END,

indeed,

for this is the very beginning of

THE NEXT GRAND ADVENTURE

and that is,

quite simply

YOU LOVING YOURSELF IN AN UNLIMITED AND RESPONSIBLE WAY.

And then, there is no "way", but the way that you allow yourself to be,

and if that way is

LOVE OF THYSELF,

then, by the nature of that equation, you will as well love all others

without hesitation, and without doubt, and without delay,

and then, you will be in a new time zone, as well as having a great and a really good time

in every moment of your sweet lives.

And you will have come then upon

THE PEACE THAT PASSES ALL PREVIOUS MISUNDERSTANDING,

and that peace is based upon your

WHOLENESS ONCE AGAIN AS AN INDIVIDUAL HUMAN BEING

where your Difference is Paramount, indeed, where your Difference is the very basis

of your Greatness as an individual, and then all of "the misunderstanding of holiness"

juxtaposed to wholeness itself, will be forgiven, simply as a 3D misunderstanding,

and all of those mighty lies will just dissolve naturally as you love yourselves,

for that is

THE LOVE OF CHRIST,

indeed,

and much beyond that as well,

for

IN YOUR OWN HEART SO DOES LIFE AND ALL EXISTENCE SO ALREADY EXIST,

and all saints, and all sinners, and all good and all bad, and all of all existence,

because your heart connects with both your soul, and your genetic, which of course

is in your sweet body, so you have all of the records of every experience within the wholeness

of existence itself, so when you still your mind, and listen to your

HEART,

your

HEART

will tell you the stories of all existence, and it will tell you, through the vehicle of your soul and genetic

all of your individual stories all along the way,

and then you will know that already

YOU HAVE LOVED YOURSELF WITHOUT END,

or you wouldn't have been a part of the human experience at all, for it's all about

the experience you've had here, as well as there, and even unto omnipresent everywhere.

So,

LISTEN to your Heart,

and also realize that LISTEN is also SILENT even as HEART is EARTH and EARTH is HEART,

and then, you've come all the way

HOME

to your core self, and your core individuality once again,

and then you are free.

Love I you greatly indeed,

Your Brother and Your Friend

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Yeshu

13 October 2005

My eternal brother and friend in June 2006